How You really feel?

I am confused when you are feeling. You do not want to part with me because the things we do. I do not want to force it to run. I'm sure from your heart of hearts you want someone better than me. but you can,t leave me because one thing that makes you have to always be with me.

you better leave me than you have to live with me because you are responsible to me.
This will make me unhappy. all will be in vain. I know it's been a lot of mistakes with you, you, too. but I never discuss your mistakes. not like you always blame me. I'm losing you better than you are always with me but had to. and I'll wait for someone who really cared about me.

now I realize why you are often angry with me, because you have to run the weight of this relationship with me. you really want out of me. I will not be happy as long as you like this to me. I want you to love me with sincerity without compulsion like this.

many memories I'm with you. I was sad to see you who do not sincerely love me. kenapa kamu gak terus terang aja sih? kamu bohongin perasaan kamu untuk ngeliat aku bahagia. but its true I'm not happy with the attitude you have to like this. This relationship has been running long. but if left too long will make my heart sick.
I want you to succeed in your class, good work. and make friends that you really loved her but not me.

good bye my yummy guppy, good bye my "dada", goodbye sweet memories. aku yakin kamu tidak menginginkan aku.

thank you for all that you have given to me. Cuma waktu yang bisa menjawab semua ketulusan hati kamu yang sebenarnya.

Note : mana janji manis mu mencintaiku sampai mati* NIDJI - Sang Mantan

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